This Higher Posting Frequency is Causing Bleeding in My Brain Holes

Wow! Numero deux ("two", in English for the Americans and small population of Canadians who decided to skip French class) already! I think this is more of a reflective thing for me, I guess to spend time pondering my mistakes in life (as well as good stuff). haha...thus, the title of my blogger. Well, it's like 1 am on a Saturday morning and I shoulda went clubbing with my buds. But, alas, homework comes first and foremost and this blog is PURELY for a break. Hope you had fun bros! HOLLA!!

Since things seem to have domino effects, one thing leads to another. That's fate for you! The end result and it's quirky relation to it's unnoticed beginnings. Let's just say that taking a grad photo one day (that would be me, today), leads to a free York Lions shirt and meeting up with a (let's call her a friend since she remembers me) "friend" by accident that you haven't seen/talked to in almost 2 years. Whoaa...I thought I would never, ever heeevverr see this person again, so there's fate for you.

BG music for this moment should be provided by Coldplay's B-Side, For You

Anyways, back on the subject of coincidences, cause really, there are none. That's why I'm writing! Pure purpose, in the hope that fate will help me understand the unexplainable (not right away, but maybe someday). That sounds confusing, so you can choose to skip.

Okay, really, back to coincidences. I guess that was a coincidence that I coincidentally skipped talking about coincidences! *cue Coldplay B-Side, Ladder To The Sun Well, I actually checked old emails from the past, and once again, it's like a breath of fresh air (that smells more like poo as you pay more attention...awww). You know that feeling you get when you watched a movie that intrigued you a thousand times, and when the good or bad parts come, you still have similar reactions even though you expected them? That's the way I feel...haha It's actually like reading your old yearbook comments or your old highschool agendas. Those times that were great...and the times that weren't so much. The times that were hard and the times that were soo chill that you can remember them as such. Weird really, it's like seeing fate unfold. Although, it's different cause it's my own fate! haha well, in the past. I guess that's a part of growing up...seeing the mistakes along the way and trying to correct them.

This blogger, I think, is trying to work in that same way. But at the same time, hopefully giving someone else insight into how someone like me (a moron) thinks. haha Back to the emails --> to the possibilities that could have come, but simply decided to go, I tip my hat to you for giving me the chance to learn.

This year should also contain more positivity. My mom thinks I'm too negative...I should really look up more often.

Rick James