Just A Forewarning of Possible Sappiness...

Or just sadness, but don't be alarmed or try to make yourself feel "down" as I will explain further down...

(cue Damien Rice, "Lonelily")

Well, I decided to post again after a while, just to complete my reading week. This past week has went by like the blink of an eye, and before I knew it...it was done! Holeee geezz, where does time go? Anyways, lately I've been trying desperately to make some music (any music for that matter, as the sequel to "Fingers of Death" is currently being filmed....so please be patient for that!). I'm not much of a song writer, nor am I even close to the art of Music and Music-making...haha. But I try, or at least try to express myself in other ways...

This actual poem/song-lyrics-type-thingy came up when I was listening to some sad stuff from John Mayer (particularly, "Something's Missing"). Not that I believe that "something is missing", but I do think that I'm stuck in this weird position in life where I'm not 100%. YES, I do this sometimes write crap in my sketchbooks...mwahaha...after I've drawn something. So here's that little piece of crazy:

Ode to those who look, but cannot find,
stuck in that same state of mind.
Attempting to become much more than they are,
but can't, cause they're of a rare kind.

Lost in the drawers of space,
and tangled in the wreck of time.
I can't remember when I left and
when I'll meet my kind,
when I'll meet a rare kind.

Thought I found, but only seemed to grasp,
that which was a recurring past
similar to the lost's,
the have nots'.
Will I ever be more than me?

Ever-changing, but never really.
That's where I stand,
continually,
Ever-standing, never moving.
How I long for
Common ground
Common ground

That was sad and confusing. Sounded like one of those old songs by Our Lady Peace (before they started making sense...haha). Anyways, hopefully I'll have lyrics or poems for some other songs, which I hope are more upbeat. AND I suck at the guitar...so I'll try to improve that.

For now, go listen to The Tragically Hip's, "Bob Cajun". And Colin, if you're reading...haha...sorry, but this song has that nice, upbeat, Canadian-country feel. I feel like ripping my shirt off and running through corn fields and shiet like that when this song comes on. haha

PS
Pangaea was niceeee and if you're reading this Jenn, again, I had a great time.

Rick James